have a 1.7 GPA, third time on post trial supervision, first time returning from rejection. Evaluations are low; I'm around two semesters behind. I ought to be graduating this spring. You may be supposing I'm some insane gathering creature... yea right, I scarcely go out, I don't work and attempt to devote all my time to my school classes yet have nothing to show for it. I have never gotten A in my life; even in blow-off classes... it’s practically like a fulfilling toward oneself prediction that I need to do seriously.
All my companions go to class full-time, work and even have temporary jobs... they are out of the house basically ALL day, I have no idea when, or in the event that, they ever consider... yet they get A's and B's. I then again need to sit here at home examining for a considerable length of time just to get a B, or typically a C... it is extremely unlikely I can work, even without an occupation i can scarcely get by. I wouldn't see any problems with having essentially no life/cash in the event that I had some decent evaluations to show for it.
I'm so tired of this, I have so much aspiration and enormous objectives in life, I'm a really straight-edge gentleman and have my head on straight... why don't my evaluations reveal to it? I've generally scarcely gotten by, for once I would like the inclination of being a B understudy; possibly get a couple of A's. So tired of busting my butt for lousy evaluations.